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march 18, 2025

i have plans to clean up my blog a little bit (just remove junk info and dead links), though not sure when i'll get around to it. clearly, maintenance is very low on my priority list––although i have been thinking about it recently.
i don't have much to share about my life besides the fact that... i'm 25 now!! honestly, being 25 so far has been much better for me than any other adult age. i still have a lot to work on, but at least i'm surrounded by coworkers who cannot really escape me so i can practice my social skills with them (shoutout my sweet cubicle neighbor). working in an office after working retail for almost 5 years is completely different. i like it! i can stick with this. i don't have to speak to people so much anymore. it feels good to be alone. i walk with my neighbor to the local store and buy herbal tea to try together; when i open the bag, i roll my chair over to give her a sniff.
this is my attempt at life. and it will be my only one, and a genuine one!!! i woke up to such a beautiful sunrise yesterday morning. i left before many birds were singing. the sky was hot pink. i got irritated at some other driver, but i just thought "i don't care, i have a job" and if that's enough for me to stay thick skinned then yeah i don't care cuz i have a job!!!!!! i have a life to live. music to discover, words to write, hearts to connect with. and work to do. i don't care about getting annoyed over someone whose face i don't even know. this is how i rationalize things in my head. anyway, goodnight